*Phine`Hehx.

Singtel! I had enough ur of NONSENSE!!!!!

2010-02-02T18:54:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

MY DADDY SETTLED ONE OF MY PHONE BILL FOR ME [:
HAPPY HAPPY.

So now, I only need to pay back the final bit for my old no.
& dat will be this friday after i got my pay!

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!
for the first time i dont owe SINGTEL ANY SHIT!

U wouldn't believe how shitty are those ppl.
I RECEIVED 21 LETTERS FROM THEM FOR BOTH OF MY NUMBERS FOR THE PASS 3 MTHS.

okay, back to my project now (:

No. 7 fact 'bout me.

2010-01-28T00:18:00.002+08:00

[Only applies to Dearie]

I HATE TO BE THE ONLY ONE EATING WHEN IM WITH HIM.
Doesn't feel like a couple at all.
was SUPER ANGRY TODAY!
like dat i might as well ta bao back home right!

But BUT.
He's so sweet to never feel dat im being unreasonable and try ways to make me smile and forgive him.

Ended up, I soften up my heart when he did a silly thing which I did few weeks ago on him.
& I laughed. HAHA!
Stupid me. Now he know wad to do when im angry.
SIAN!

&& I asked him to be my model for facial expressions for my FYP.
I need a "shock" face.
I asked him to imagine he's gonna hit by a huge truck..
& he gave me a retarded face.
HAHAHAHAHA.

Endedup, He asked me to go to my sis..
Tell her dat "I failed my FYP"
Den she sure gimme a natural SHOCKED FACE.
& asked me to snap it!

WAD THE HELL!!
I AM NOT GONNA FAIL!!!!!!!!

My dad still wanna attend my graduation...........

I DONT LIKE YOUUU

2010-01-23T17:59:00.002+08:00

I DONT LIKE THE HOUSE IM STAYING NOW.

NOT BCOS OF THE INTERIOR OR FURNITURE OR ENVIRONMENT ETC.

BUT THE PEOPLE.

I realized, in the day.
i dont even have a proper conversation with them.
dont even share my everyday life with them.
didnt show my emotions or troubles.
didnt appreciate each others company.

we dont talk,
dont watch tv together,
dont do house work together,
dont go out together

becos of her temper, i dont even wanna talk to her.
she kept on saying im always putting an act in front of my dad.
sleeps in the afternoon, wakes up just in time before my dad reach home.

Wad the hell! This is me, I SLEEP WHENEVER I WANT TO.
I WAKE UP WHENEVER I WANT TO.
I DONT SET ALARM CLOCK WHEN IM HAVING MY AFTERNOON NAPS.

EVEN MY DAD ALSO AGREES WITH ME,
HE TOLD HER, HE ALSO SEES ME SLEEPING IN THE AFTERNOON DURING THE OFF DAYS. & REASSURED HER IM NOT PUTTING UP AN ACT.

WHO AM I?
IM HIS GIRL FOR ALMOST 21 YRS ALREADY.
HE KNOWS HOW TO DIFFERENTIATE WHEN IM TELLING THE TRUTH.
If im faking a flu or fever, he knows.

EVEN IF IM FAKING, DAT'S MY BUSINESS.

DONT TELL ME U ALSO NEVER FAKE IN FRONT OF MY DAD.
CAME BACK HOME WITH SLICED FISH VERMICELLI SOUP.
OPENED THE LID, TOOK OUT THE UTENSILS,
BUT U NEVER EAT!!!!!
INSTEAD, U WENT TO VACUUM THE FLOOR!

LAST SATURDAY, I HAD SMTH TO DO,
SHUT MYSELF IN MY ROOM.
CAME OUT 10 MINS BEFORE MY SIS CAME.
WHILE U WERE STILL USING THE COMP.
WHEN MY SIS CAME, U WERE THE FIRST TO GO AND OPEN THE DOOR,
I WAITED ARD 1 MIN BEFORE I WENT OUT TO GREET HER.
AND U MURMURED TO YOURSELF,
HEARD SOME NOISE THEN WILLING TO COME OUT AH.

WAD'S WRONG WITH GOING OUT TO SEE MY SIS AND NEPHEW!
BTW, I ALREADY OPENED MY DOOR.

TODAY STILL MADE SO MANY NOISE, SAYING U CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE.
WANT TO SETTLE IT ONCE AND FOR ALL.
SMALL MATTER ONLY.
I NEVER TELL U, U CANNOT ASK ME AH?
WHY ISSIT ALWAYS IM IN THE WRONG?
HOW I KNOW WHETHER ARE U COOKING TONIGHT?

ASKING WHETHER ARE U COOKING TONIGHT, U ALSO NOT HAPPY.
U EXPECT ME TO JUST TELL U WHETHER IM EATING AT HOME.
SOME MORE CANNOT LAST MIN.

SOMETIMES, I REALLY FORGOT TO INFORM U.
U CANNOT TAKE THE INITIATIVE TO ASK ME AH!!!
EVERYTIME COMPLAIN TO MY DAD.
IF U ARE WILLING TO ASK ME, I WILL TELL U!
WHY BLAME ME?

JUST NOW SHE SAID, IF SHE'S COOKING OR NOT, SHE WILL LET ME KNOW.
WHY CANT I DO THE SAME?
BULLSHIT! BULLSHIT! BULLSHIT!
THE RATIO OF ME INFORMING HER TO SHE INFORMING ME IS 10000000:10

STILL ORDER ME TO INFORM HER FIRST THING IN THE MORNING FROM TOMORROW ONWARDS WHETHER IM EATING AT HOME OR NOT.

CLOSED THE CONVERSATION WITH ASKING ME
"TELL ME, AM I BEING UNREASONABLE?"
ME: NO.

U NEVER ONCE THINK THE BRIGHT SIDE OF ME. EVEN SPREAD TO THE PEOPLE IN CHURCH DAT THE 5 OF US ARE NOT DAT OBEDIENT AND GOOD AT HOME. WANNA SAY WE ARE PUTTING AN ACT IN CHURCH AGAIN.
STILL SAY SHE FEELS LIKE A MAID IN OUR FAMILY.
WE GIVE HER RESPECT, SHE STILL PUT IT IN THIS WAY,
I ALSO HAVE NOTHING TO SAY.
SHE IS THE ONE WHO COMPLAINS THE WAY WE DO HOUSEWORK AND WANTS TO DO EVERYTHING HERSELF.
BLAME US AGAIN.

MY POOR DADDY, BEING THE MIDDLE MAN, HAS ALWAYS ASKED US TO PLEASE HER.
WHY GOT A TWENTY YEAR OLD GIRL TRYING HARD EVERYDAY TO PLEASE HER STEPMOTHER.
SHE THINKS SHE'S THE ONLY ONE FEELING TERRIBLE IN THIS HOUSE.
SHE'S WRONG.
MY DADDY IS.

BEFORE U CAME TO OUR FAMILY, MY DADDY IS LONELY,
MY DADDY ORDERED CATERER TO SETTLE OUR DINNER,
MY DADDY WENT TO WORK IN THE DAY,
CAME BACK AT NIGHT TO DO ALL THE HOUSEWORK FOR US.
MY DADDY IS TIRED.
MY DADDY QUIT HIS HIGH PAY JOB TO STAY HOME AND TAKE CARE OF ME.

Sigh, when I think of this, i will continue to endure all this shitty issues until the day i marry someone and move out of this house.

I just want a warm family that will eat out occasionally,
crack jokes during mealtime,
watch tv together, laugh and talk about the show while watching,
says good night to each other before we go to bed,
greet each other when anyone comes back home.

This will be the No. 6 ugly fact bout me.

Aaron Kwok 郭富城 [: [:

2009-12-28T16:05:00.010+08:00

No. 5 Fact bout me! [:

I LOVE 郭富城!!!!!!
Since i was 4 yrs old? heh.

But seriously ah. Today then i realized he's sucha old man.
He's 44 yrs old this yr!! 24 yrs older than me!
I thought maybe he's only in his late 30s.
& he's dating this female model from China ]:
Sadness. & she's only 28??!?!?!
& YESH DEARIE, HE'S NOT GAY!

Anyways, I think he seems like a good guy to me.
HAHA. Maybe due to the infatuation since young.

He's famous mushroom head! HAHA!
Last time when me and my 2nd bro loved him so much,
my 2nd bro had the exact same hairstyle as him.
shall look up for his photos when im free.
heh.

He's super ke ai in this show! (Cant imagine he's mid thirties in dat show!)

Hope I still got the chance to go for his live concert!

This show was SO AWESOME 11 yrs ago!
I guess it is still as good till today.

Then they came back 11 yrs later,
The storyline like abit haywire,
the whole movie was like alot of slow motion and fast motion.
The whole gave me a very comic feel.
Sigh, if it's not for Aaron Kwok, i would have cursed it badly.
HAHA.

I bought this during one Christmas,
Wrapped it up,
Wrote my name on it,
Placed it under my Christmas tree,
& waited for Christmas to come before I played it in my music player. [:

Oh my gosh!
I took a pic with the exact same wax statue.
HAHA.
I guess they've already changed to another new wax statue.
Andy Lau's wax statue was damaged over and over again due to overwhelming responses from the die hard fans. heh.

tell me, are shooting stars are real?

2009-12-27T20:28:00.000+08:00

Dearie went to Japan on the 15-20th of Dec. And on the night that he left, I was bored and I took out the equipment dat i always wanted to try after not touching it for more than a year. HAHA.

The curling machine.

This was when I tried to make my hair to look like it has more volume in it. Does it?

Do you prefer curls or straights? (I prefer big and wavy curls!)

Big & Wavy curls!!!! Kie la. Not as big and wavy in this pic. But after 1 hour, it is. The humidity in Singapore did not make it possible for the curls to stay strong for long. ]: ]: ]:

After a long period of time, we finally met up on the 21st to update each other about our plans and wad did we missed out in each others life within this short separation.

Went to slack at this park in CCK. The weather was awesome.

This was all we were looking while we're sitting on the bench. Dearie said that he liked the sunlight seeping through the leaves that danced on his face [:

We left that place by the time we spotted spiders. & went to this cooling hut. Talked about his experience in Japan and wad misfortunes that i've encountered without him in S'pore.

Not long later, we adjourned to a place to a place nearby Bugis and Cathay to have his photos developed.

& he brought me to eat Katong laksa. YUMMY!

This photo is so beng.

Worked. 22nd. Kanna Cheated by Dearie to ask for half day.
Toured ard the park to kill time.

THIS BIRD ATTEMPTED TO BITE ME WHILE I WAS SNAPPING! ]:
NEARLY LOST A FINGER.

& yupp. After work, met up with Dearie and went all the way to Bugis to collect his photos.

His first badge of Holga pics.
10% wasted.
30% beauty.
60& blurr.

Cool effect huh? HAHA. I TOOK IT!

I admit i spoiled this photo ]: *Sorrie*

This is my favourite one! But it's abit scary if it's taken on the 7th month.

CHRISTMAS SEASON!

Haha, I kinda talked him through to wear the same colour as me. heh heh.
Loved his hairdo dat night!

Thanks for the pink horns!!!

Hyrum's first time in Mark kor kor's arms.

My Favourite Nephew

2009-12-08T12:13:00.004+08:00

Havent got to see him smiled like this BIGGG in person before

(^____________,^)

Opps!, double chin come out already.

Mother is the Greatest of all!

No sleep, no tv, no going out and so on.

Something caught his attention!

Haha. My sis said he's only interested in insignificant stuffs.
For eg. the hinges of the door!
Oh my gosh! so cute!

Hyrum's Thinking,
"Mummy, why am I doing this after shower?
Im a boyyy!"

Mummy said,
"Hyrum's sure gonna kill me when he sees this in the future."

He's my Favourite little one.

Cos he's the only nephew i've got so far.

heh.

My sis said he's 6.13Kg now when he's just 2 mths old!

He's a over weight baby!
Will he grow up to be a fatty?

2009-12-08T01:48:00.002+08:00

MMA Basturd.

Go to HELL!

Love to kope pictures from iStockphoto (:

Mailboxxx

2009-12-07T01:46:00.004+08:00

How I wish I will be using such mailbox in my future dream house.

2009-12-06T21:01:00.004+08:00

No. 4 Fact bout me.

My temper isn't very good at times.

Wonder how my Dearie can tolerate it.

Kept his phone so dat he will know how frustrated am I.

Even though I knew he caught a flu & headache,
I refused to stop & turn back.

Din wait long enough for him to reach the lift.
Proceeded myself,
Went home,
Took my pink Adidas Jacket,
A packet of tissue,
& his phone,

Left it outside the door,
& locked the door.

Went into my bedroom and tried to fall asleep.

5 mins later,
Went peeking,
HE DIN TAKE HIS PHONE.
Fool or wad.

I went chasing after him,
hoping 975 din take him away so fast.

Failed.

No calls from him.

Disappointed or wad.
Sure cant hide from my face.

Felt like he's asking for break up.

Colleagues encouraged me to phone him up.
He said something like,

Even Jericca's in the train now..
He'll halt the train,
Pause commentary,
Make announcement that the train is experiencing technical fault.
Just so that I can have a quiet moment to make this call.
Thanks Mus!

Indeed, Felt better after the call,
& meet ups.

But problem still not solved.

CALBEE ADDICTIONS!

2009-12-04T12:06:00.002+08:00

Woo!
I really hope Singapore will import such flavours!
There's a CALBEE potato chips in HK that I can eat them for all my meals!
So nice la!

But Im so addicted to the Calbee Seaweed!
Gotta go munching every 2 days.
& Im 45kg now ):

Haha.
& I feel like eating one now!!

30.6%

2009-11-25T11:34:00.004+08:00

[Taken 5 mths back at Singapore Flyer.]
[We sure missed our hair back then!]

& Yes! 30.6% of my debt are cleared!

Heh heh.

But more are coming at the end of the month and mid of next month.
T_T

Anyway, Im enjoying the peaceful moments of me and Dearie.
Totally enjoyed my night last Saturday when he brought me to Popeye's!

Im like back to the small little girl going to McDonald's excitedly
& yearning for the next visit!

The night spent with him was sweet ^^.

Feel like going on another vacation with Dearie or Parents or Friends...
But Im still in heavy debt!
Still owe my dad $2000. (Dat makes me 91.5% in debt! T.T)
AHHH!

No 1. Fact bout me:
I like to fall onto bed and fall asleep straight away after a very full dinner!

No. 2 Fact bout me:
I wont be picking up unknown no. phone calls. Be sure to tell me who u are before u want to me ans your calls! Hehx.

No. 3 Fact bout me:
I have total ignorance to the presence of my house keys.

First, I will forget to bring my keys out with me.

Second, when I put my house key in my wallet in case of forgetting to bring out of the house, I will leave my key at the pad lock after opening the lock! (forget to put it back into my wallet)

Third, when I rmb to pull the key out of the pad lock, I forgot to put it back into my wallet!

Oh my goodness. Im 20 yrs old already. & still, I get lock outs frequently.

Life's good! (20%)

2009-11-13T13:50:00.003+08:00

Part of my Oct's pay's in last week (:

Paid some of my debts! (16% of what I owe ppl, Excluding the amount that I owe my dad.)

Wait till the 2nd half of my pay is in, I'll be paying off another 6%.

Ahhh! But this will be a never ending debt ):

But i'll be able to call in singtel and cancel one of my lines next month!!

I guess, I havent really master the art of saving money ):
If I had, I wouldnt be on heavy debts right now.
Shld really change this very bad habit.

加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油!

& it's my Dearest Nephew full month celebration last Saturday (:

Lotsa ppl came to see this little one.

"At birth, Hyrum was 3.62kg, 51cm length and 35cm for head circumference.

Today at doctor's appt, we found that now Hyrum weighs 5.2kg, 56cm in length and 38.5cm for head circumference.

He is growing well. In fact, doctor was quite surprise by the increase in weight (smirk)"

Dat was from sis ytd (:

We're all so proud of her.
I know she'll be a very good mom.

As I viewed the photos taken during my sis labour this morning,
I begin to feel so emotional.

I realized smth I didn't had the first time I seen those pictures.
My sis cried when she first saw her child.
I dont know how to explain my feeling then,
It's like every sacrifices made was worth it.
Finally able to see her own child after so long.

I wonder if I could handle it myself in the future.
I guess I'll be crying like maddd when it's my turn bahx.

I knew We would make it (:

2009-11-11T13:55:00.010+08:00

Ibelieve that we can be this sweet for life.

I recalled the feelings before meeting you was sweet.

"Haha Dear, Sometimes I dun express my love for you in the way you want.. But I hope you know I love you lots."

11.11.08

Am I a Girl?

2009-10-23T23:43:00.004+08:00

Many doubt dat im a girl..
Especially Dearie.

HAHA.

If you visit my room,
you'll know.

HOW LADYLIKE AM I.

hahahahaha.

But Dearie was amazed dat no matter how messy is my room,
I still managed to find wad I need to find.

I explained.
Cos once I placed smth at dat location,
my memory locks it up.
& I make sure I dont shift the location of dat item.
That particular location will officially become a property of that item.

HA!

& There He Goes Again.......

"I really wonder if I should marry you in the future...."

Now you know how much he loves me ):

HORH. MR PELICAN!

Today's a gooood DAY!

2009-10-17T23:18:00.008+08:00

HAHA.

So happie sia.. I finally survive this week ^^
Work at the Bird Park was SLACK!
Haha. Cos Panorail closed its operation for the whole day on thursday due to track problem.
But I still hafta work till 6pm on dat day..
There was a moment dat made me laugh like maddd!!
There was this lady.. Dunno from wad country..
She has her own slang which made us harder to understand her..
And she approached my friend asking about CROCODILES!
LOL!
Just when my friend was explaining dat this is the BIRD PARK and if she wants to see CROCODILES, she hafta go to the zoo... I stepped in and overheard the conversation..
&
I WAS LAUGHING LIKE MADDD SIA!
some more I was laughing in front of the both of them..
I was thinking why she so extreme de.. come bird park and ask for crocodile..
But she gave us a confused face.. and insisted of asking abt CROCODILES in bird park..
I was laughing and laughing until my friend tried so hard in understanding her and finally realized dat she's asking about COCKATOO!
HAHAHAHAHA. I LAUGHED EVEN HARDER SIA~!
Den my friend stared at me for a second..
He thought I knew she was talking about COCKATOO all along but never help him..
He thought he was the only one who had made a mistake.
Wa.. I was laughing the whole day after dat..
& I just realized dat there's actually a bird dat's called COCKTATIEL.
Oh my goodness!
No wonder we'll mistaken her..

And Friday was kinda slack too. HAHA.
Heavy rain in the morning made my day ^^.
After work met up with my Dearie and his family for dinner at some hawker centre nearby AMK Hub..
We even abit High to buy 11.35pm de show.
Super tired ytd night while we're on our way back home.

Today's work at Toa Payoh was ever boring like how it was like on tues and wed.
I guess I might hafta consider if I still wanna work for UOB Lite.
Cos I dont like to force people to visit the branch and kanna pressure by them to sign up for their services..
Cos if I were them, I wouldn't wanna be caught in the situation..
I hate to experience being hold back by Prudential people for more than 30 mins and kanna forced to sign up for insurance..
& So SUAY dat their Financial Service Manager approached me today and asked me to join their team..
PUAY! I will never wanna be the one who force 16 or 17 kids to sign up insurance just to hit my target every month..
NO WAY MAN.
No matter how many overseas trips with 5 star hotel the company offers you..
No matter the destinations are to Japan, Korea, South Africa, Paris, London, California, Australia etc..
No matter how much they earn every month.....
I wont change my mind (:

& My precious and I celebrated Jielin's Birthday at Bugis area..
Totally enjoyed ourselves dat day with the birthday princess..
HAHA!

Eh. 20 Years old liao someone.......

Pretending only.. hehx.

& OF COURSE WE CELEBRATED DEARIE'S 20TH BIRTHDAY LAST FRIDAY AS WELL ^^

Although it was very rush and very budget this year..
But I guess it's simple and sweet,
That made it so perfect.

完蛋了我完蛋了..
Im EATING NONSTOP!
Can also tell dat I've gained weight sia..
*SOB*

Event's job at Toa Payoh ))):

2009-10-07T10:29:00.002+08:00

If you happened to see me at Toa Payoh's HDB Hub last friday's from 3-8pm..
& you pretented dat u do not know me...

YOU DID THE RIGHT THING MAN!

Haha..

They gave me a bag pack with an advertising board attached to it..
Dont really know how to describe it.
Just imagine you're carrying the bag with the board above u..
& I hafta go around attracting people's attention to see the board.
I also need to distribute the flyers out..

Oh man.. That was tiring..
But it's worth it (:

Some how I dont think the UOB Lite people appreciated our assistance ):
They're always giving us a very smug face..
Very QIAN BIAN lo..

Ah, NVM dat..
It's be my last time doing such a job for them..

Baby Hyrum!

2009-10-07T01:31:00.004+08:00

I've been visiting the Baby for the past 2 days!

He's getting cuter and cuter each day..

On monday, he opened only one eye at a time..
As if he's peeking at us..

Den on Tuesday, he managed to open both eyes!
So adorable la!!

So tiny and chubby.. haha..
He has my sis's mouth and cheeks (:

& I guess im visiting him tmr as well if im not meeting Dearie for dinner..
Hehx.. I've not been meeting him for the past 2 days due to the baby..
Dunno whether will he be jealous of baby Hyrum?

HAHA.

WDV!

He said im OLD cos im an aunt now.

IM PROUD TO BE ONE!

2009-10-02T11:42:00.004+08:00

Oh MY GOSH!

My timetable is out!

Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday and Friday..

ALL 9am-5pm ):

MY FRIDAY AHHHH....

Sigh..

ANyway!

Ytd Was a whole lot of FUN!

We celebrated our 1st October baby's birthday^^!
Happy Birthday Hanlee!

HEHX.

We kinda messed up her house I guess..

But She was super touched at the end of the day..

Thanks to everyone's effort (:
From the first surprise
(My precious surprising her by knocking on her door during evening time (: Which Mark & I missed out)

to the 2nd surprise..
(Jielin's idea of hiding her present in the kitchen and asking her to search for it.. we even sang the song and hope she cant find it.. HAHA. Poorthing)

to the 3rd surprise..
The SWAN~.. It was Jingwei's idea.. But everyone's effort ^^. Everyone except for Mark and Weiquan.. HAHA. Cannot blame.. In camp ma..
And we offered a warrenty to her just in case her butter fingers sort of you know.. haha..
to the final surprise..
A certificate?
HAHA. It's actually everyone's wishes for her..

SO SWEET!

Yupp!
& Something rare happened ytd..
Dat's why I feel like taking note..

I WASNT LATE FOR WORK YTD!!!

Super happy..

Kie la..
Hope I could find replacement for tmr by tonight (:

*GOOD LUCK*

There's still hope (:

2009-09-29T18:02:00.003+08:00

Never Give Up!

HAHAHAHAHA.

Finally jobs are coming in!

I even missed out a very good opportunity to work at airport terminal..
You know why?
COS! I switched using 91547737 to 91504027..
But even though i used the previous no. to msg dat person, I also used the latter one and forwarded an identical one to him on the 23rd of Sept..
And I waited and waited but there was no reply..

Then when I switched on the phone jl lent me today to retrieve some contacts,
That guy actually replied to my msg on 24th and said he would offered help to find out if they still need me there and asked if im free the next day..

Oh my gosh!!
I missed the golden opportunity!
Should I apologize to dat person for not replying his msg until this day?

But an opportunity missed out like this is a blessing in disguise too(:
Cos initially I kinda lied to them dat I could commit for the most one month..
But in fact, Im starting school on the 19th of OCT!
HAHA!

Phew..
And I've found myself an event job to be some mobbers freeze for UOB..
I dunno wad the hell are mobbers freeze and i accepted the job for one day..
I've become so desperate for jobs nowadays..
more and more like those drama de..

& Bird Park has just offered me to work 8 days in October!(:
Finally there some income coming in to settle my phone bills and my poor tummy..
Most importantly I can return Cecilia her 13 bucks(:
And my Dearie.. He dont hafta pay for me whenever we go out for dinner..
& I would have the motivation to go out with my precious..

Looking forward to the life I used to be in NOV! ^^

Even though the amount of money dat i'll be earning in october is insignificant..
But it's still better than having other countries currencies in my wallet and 7 dollars in my account..

Like how they say in hokkien..
The feeling is just simply BUAY SONG!

& Dearie's unit is stealing him away from me every night!
Hmph!
He's gonna have OverTime from tonight till friday ):

And I can forsee this is gonna happen very frequently in the future..

Maybe this is also kinda good?
Cos we can treasure our time together the next time when we can finally have the chance to meet..

Hope he feels this way too (:

And where got ppl hafta work hard just to earn a sweet sentence of "I love you" from their bf to their gf de..

SIGHHHH~!

Dearie ah.. Can we be sweet like this above most hated creature in my life?

2009-09-28T01:43:00.004+08:00

We had our Primary presentation today..

Dearie didnt come today..
He said he didnt felt quite well to come..
Next sunday bahx (:

And I managed to talk to someone on the application to BYU..
I'll be calling the person tmr bahx..
But she told me to wait for Fall's intake..
See wad others advises me den I decide bahx..
Wad I feel was to faster go and faster come back to SG..

& We had a final filming on 'If you seek Amy' tonight..
Super no feel to shoot..
HAHA!
I guess it's becos too long never dance ler..
And there wasn't Nelson's speakers ard..
But I'll never forget the hard work we put in during our practices..
We're super SUAY la!
We always feel dat we did better during our rehearsals..
And when the actual filming comes, is either we're too nervous and dance wrongly,
or
all our energy are used up..
Sigh..
super wasted la..

Oh ya..
Still got one more thing super suay..
It is when we're about to do filming..
The lights in school went out!
AHHHH!!

But at least we've finished the production phrase (:

Nelson! Jiayou in editing!!

Totally had fun during all our dance practices and other addition filmings..
We shall gather everyone 10 years from now to review this production again (:
Sure laugh like crazy de..

We should really do more of such crazy stuffs when we're young and energetic..
Hehx..

My Dearie is fast asleep already..
He's leading a healthy lifestyle now..
He's telling me to sleep early and wake up early too..
(Dunno who used to tell dat to who hor)
HAHA!

Kie la..
I also need to sleep already..
Cos my Dad wants me to wake up at 9am..

Sometimes I feel dat why do I still need to pay my own school fees and support myself when he's still controlling me and my life?

Dance Battle with WeiQuan. LOL!
You wont believe wad's the storyline..
Before they battle, some forces caused them to kiss. +_+|||

This was the step that Im not sure of in "Nobody".

The actor with 3 roles in his dreamland..

The Wonder Girls, Singapore version!

80% of the production crew!
& it was taken at ard 1230 midnight!

2009-09-26T23:58:00.002+08:00

How do I end up to be so broke?
HAHA.
After living a life of no Sing dollars for 2 weeks...
I feel dat it seems dat i understands how the super poor people in all the dramas feels to be like.

But the only difference is that,
they have part time jobs to earn money for their school fees and living allowance..
And that their families are poor like crazy..

For me, I spend all my money overseas..
my gosh!
I failed to plan well in my finance this time round.

well, I can explain..
I din imagine dat i'll be jobless ):
gotta suffer the consequences of not wanting to give bird park my schedule la..
sigh..

No one wants to hire students like me to work for one month also..
wad to do?

But! I was lucky to be offered a job today to work as a event helper at SP.
Lucky enough to be called to be the one to wear formal and help out on stage..
Gotta wear covered heels whole day ):

Somemore super sian diao when I gave the wrong prize to the guest of honour and guest of honour also blur blur give the wrong one to the primary school kids..
AHHHH!! At dat moment I felt like im so dead la!
First one already wrong..
How can I listen Bedok Green Primary School as Canberra Primary School..
I also pei fu myself..
Sigh..

Nvm la..
I was quite proud of myself for the rest of the certificate ceremony though..
No more mistakes..
But was super nervous though..
Cos the client expects us to hear which school did the MC announce,
search for the school and hand it over to the guest of honour straight away!
This is madness..
how can i not be nervous u tell me?
haha..

Anyway!
other than dat..
It was still okay ^^
Oh no!
not okay!
my feet hurts like crazy the whole day!!!

man, dat heels is killing me..
i need a more comfortable covered heels..

And I would like to thank my bro for giving me his chicken rice on thurs..
Totally appreciate it!
Cos I waited until 7 plus den I realized dat my aunty din cook..
I panicked abit sia..
Thought I gotta cook instant noodles again..
But my bro gave me his rice and he ate cup noodles!
*touched*

haha..
& my Dearie..
For asking me out for dinner and treats!
(Im still waiting for my ice cream treat^^)

And Cecilia too!
Everytime when she realized I need money for meals or wadeva, she'll lend me first..
But I might have difficulty to repay now..
maybe wait till early oct then can pay back kie?
psps..

But lucky I got prepare my food storage!
HAHAHAHAHA!
I currently have 21 packet of instant noodles (:

& I wish My Dearie can be a little sweeter towards me (:

Please do not give up!

2009-09-16T23:28:00.002+08:00

Dearie called me today and sounded super saddd.

He said he felt like he's wasting his time in NS.

And he wants to give up trying to recover his post in Pes B!

Oh my gosh!

NOOOOOO!

Please dont give up hope!

Dearie,
If you give up, u'll definitely be wasting your NS time.

Although I do not understand how does NS works..

But I just dont want you to felt useless or even wasting your time.

Sweet dreams ^^,

I'll be waiting for your calls and msg tmr (:

Sobs.

2009-09-15T22:12:00.003+08:00

15th September 2009

Phine went to Pulau Tekong and send her Dearie off.

Gonna miss him so much even though alot of ppl say it's only 5 and a half days.

But still, thinking that he gotta wake up so early..

Will he get enough sleep?

Eating well and his tummy super weak de..

one day can hug the toilet bowl dunno how many times..

Will he be feeling uncomfortable and experiencing breathing difficulties with the humidity over there?

Will he be able to make friends during that short period of time?

I've been missing him since the moment when he sort of marches to his bunk. The moment when I took my last glance on him, I nearly cried.

I know im gonna miss him badly even though it's for a short while as Im worried he might not be able to adapt to his new environment.

And I was never been so delighted when I received his call at ard 10pm.

Everything seems fine to me over the phone. haha.

Hope nth bad or unhappy moments impact him during this coming week.

Im afraid I might wanna cycle to the terminal where they take the ferry over to Pulau Tekong there and shout over to him this few days. haha.

I'll miss you badly.

Definitely.

COming Soon!

2009-08-27T03:33:00.003+08:00

Hong Kong is coming soon!!

Too soon until I cant fall asleep.

kie.

Passport? DOUBLE Yes.

Camera and fully charged batteries with zero photos in memory card? Yes.

Yx's HI card? Yes.

Printed E Ticket? This one I got it printed out. But dont know whether correct anot. Die, sure kanna scold by Dearie. But i just merely did what he told me to. HAHA. So if it's wrong, he cannot scold me =P

Shopping lists from parents and friends? Yes.

Money & Octopus card? Yes.

I only need to get some sleep, my tooth brush, myself a shower, my camera's charger and my luggage before 0615 comes (:

Yupp!
Cantonese speaking country
Siew mai without prawn
Curry fishball
Fattening waffles
Dim Sum
Yi Kor
Shopping
Phototaking
Aaron kwok
etc.

HERE I COME!

When Im back,
I'll be doing my projects

Helping Dearie's dad to do a simple but informative website

Upload photos of the long-awaited Yum Cha session with my precious.

Upload photos of the wonderful day at the Esplanade with jielin.

And of cos the crazy and high photos i will be taking with Dearie & his family and my bro and sis-in-law..

Im gonna miss this neat hair this time round!

Hehx.

Drained

2009-08-21T00:19:00.002+08:00

Super Knock out.

But surprisingly, I can still survive through work and lasted even until 12 midnight!

This is amazing.

Work today was awesome!

Finally got back the feeling after 3-4 mths of wanting to quit.

But I still wanna quit.

HAHA.

I guess I was blinded by the nice and cooling weather today.

Oh Dear!!

Im Still not asleep..

Was on the phone with Dearie for 45 mins!!!

Tmr sure DIE DIE DIE during work!!

So much things i wanna do!!
But no time ):

Cant wait for tmr's night!!
My sis's baby shower!!!
hehx

Good night!
Left with 5.5 hours of sleep ):

Lonely day @ home ):

2009-08-17T14:00:00.002+08:00

Swensen’s Ice Cream 1-For-1 Buffet @ ION Orchard!

Ice cream lovers prepare yourselves for this treat from Swensen’s only available @ ION Orchard, with over 50 ice-cream flavors and 40 toppings, chocolate fondue, waffles and cakes to choose from we suggest you hit the gym or running track before heading down! As sinful as it may be, this is one ice-cream deal not to be missed!

Oh my gosh!

My parents went for this offer without me~

And they're going out on a date to watch UP!

*SOB*

I shall not waste my day today too..

I shall do my researches,

Shop for my nephew's mittens, hats and socks,

and editing photos (:

Super SIAN AHHHHH!

2009-08-06T23:11:00.003+08:00

I found this super cute website that enable u to download emoticons and wallpaper!
I straight away cope ah..
Hahahahaha..

The evil mastermind shld know who u are ahh..

& the Fatty shld know who u are too........Sigh

Okay.. I havent finished my CDP..
THIS IS BAD!
AIM TO HAND IN TMR BY 5PM!!!!!

JIAYOU JIAYOU!

Dooms day!

2009-08-04T16:44:00.002+08:00

Oh my gosh!

24 more hours to submission!!

No time no time no time!

No time to sleep,
eat,
watch tv, (okay, can let me watch one episode of forensic?)
msn,
etc.

Wish me luck!

Most imptly,
Do not disturb her!
Dearie is excluded.

System Breakdown

2009-08-04T00:08:00.003+08:00

Day 2 of my Swollen Eye Bag

Oh my gosh..
This is awful..
But it's exactly how im feeling right now.
LOL.

Fortunately
It doesn't hurt anymore when I blink my eye.
However
It started to get all red & ITCHY!

I rather the pain than itchiness..
Hope it recovers by the 27th..
If not, I gotta be Dearie's offical Photographer ler ):

Plus my right leg's close to the heel area got the "orr chair" feeling..
Due to the unfortunate pair of shoe?
Must be sia!
It's the only culprit..
My gosh..
Scared to wear that out already..
Kept tripping on my left foot.
Now right root got weird sickness..
SIGH!

Hooray!
CDP is ending!
But
We're considered dead meat as well..

But Wdv.
Just do our best bahx (:

Church`Fun!

2009-08-02T21:20:00.008+08:00

Hehx..

To tell you the truth
I totally didnt prepare for my lesson today.

In prompt to sia!

I kay kay talk about last week de lesson,
since we have 2 addition to our small little class..
Welcoming Pei Jun & Yu Ling!
*Angeline* *Pei Jun* *Yu Ling*

Such a cute bunch of kids ^^
Love them Lots!

Ahhh.. But becos of them playing, I guess I was careless to lose my 4GB de memory card. *SOB* I guess I dropped it in class..
Gone liao lo..

Anyway, We had fun today though..
The kids was so attentively and they answered all my questions and even took part in a lame skit.. haha!

I took videos of course!
I will collate and edit all the pics and videos I took with the kids and show it to them before I hand them over to their next teacher..
I'll miss them for sure ):

Take 1
(Wei Jun was showing off his dance moves that he learned in school)

Take 2
(He practically danced for the whole duration of 50 mins.. Peifu Peifu)

Take 3
(I suggested the girls to pose with them pointing at different directions.. Abit cannot make it But still cute! Yu Ling has the potential to be a model! & Wei Jun is still dancing.. LOL.)

Take 4
(The girls looking at Wei Jun dancing He totally stolen my limelight! Hmph
& Yu Ling is still emoing)

Actually they all have their cuteness in their own way..
Let me tell share with u somethings that i've noticed after teaching for almost 2 mths.

Wei Jun
He is shy & couldnt sit still at all!
But he listens to me when Im teaching.
When I just started with telling the girls a particular story,
He listens to the first part and he finishes the rest of the story hastily..
He doesn't bully the girls in class and is willing to share his biscuits with everyone in class.
He's still my good and clever boy..

Angeline
She is an extremely sweet girl.
She's always observing my every move and following every bit of them.
She's contently listening to my lessons and answering my every question.
She makes me feel that I can care care of her.
HAHA! Cos i've never taken care of anymore younger in my entire life!
Cos im the youngest in the family..
She has a sweet tooth I can say ^^.

Looking forward to every sunday in teaching them (:

Last minute got ps by my parents.
lucky I met my big bro at the interchange
& It was his treat!
But he brought Ice Lemon Tea for me
(-.-)"'
It was my 3rd bowl of Tom Yum Mien Xian from the same stall in 1 week!
I need a break..

Oh Ya!
My stupid left eye's bag got swollen again!
Stupid pimple cannot grow in my face ah.
Like to grow at that kinda place..
No more pretty face pictures ler..
Might hafta go polyclinic for referal to hospital again
that means 60-80 bucks again..
that means hafta experience the scissors's movement in front of my eye and paper cutting sound all over again..
that means hafta experience the giddy feeling after the operation again..
that means hafta put 3 different kinds of eyedrops every 2 hours again..

OH MY GOSH!

wdv.

Presenting Ms X!

My 2010 Dream

2009-08-02T03:00:00.005+08:00

I WANT A PROFESSIONAL CAMERA!
I WANT A PROFESSIONAL CAMERA!
I WANT A PROFESSIONAL CAMERA!
I WANT A PROFESSIONAL CAMERA!
I WANT A PROFESSIONAL CAMERA!
I WANT A PROFESSIONAL CAMERA!

By 2010

Lonely Weekend ):

2009-08-01T17:47:00.005+08:00

Gotta stuck at home
In my study room
With my comp
And my noodles and campbell
for the next 2 weekssss

SADNESS

Thursday

Anyway, I met up with Dearie on thursday in sch and we adjourned to the building next to beauty world to buy his PC games..
Dearie can buy more games at a cheaper price there (:

Alright, after which, we dili deli for almost 1 hour to decide wad to eat..
We ended up back to plaza and eat my fav tom yum mien xian..
Dearie ate a tasteless fried chicken hor fun set..
(I dont find it tasteless though)

And we ate "BING" of course!!
I guess I still prefer strawberry milk ice..

Dearie was sweet to help me to prepare for my practical test for Home E the next day ^^
Totally helped me alot..
(But all the things he told me, din come out in the test =P)
*I still appreciate it*

Friday

Although my practical test din went as good as I expected it to be..
As long as I know I won't be failing my 2 IS Modules!!!
Im Happy happy happy!
31st July marks the end of my entire IS modules in NP!
I can say I enjoyed my last 2 IS modules the best..
It must have been the effort from my teachers..

After school, went home and sleep!!!
SHIOK ah.. haha..

Met Dearie for shaker fries too..
Oh my gosh!
It's so nice..
I nearly wanted to buy another packet..
HAHA.

(And u must be thinking.. she will be complaining abt her weight again..)

YES INDEED!
I gained 1kg today (T.T)

Okay.. Back to friday night..
After bidding farewell to my Dearie, I accompanied my precious for their dinner back at plaza..
They had my fav tom yum mien xian & you mien.
*Hungry again*

Okay, actually I went to meet up with them was to buy Bens&Jerry!
Ytd was the due date of their generous offer..
The 4 of us was like marching in to grab our tub of ice cream..
Liling and Weiquan just accompanied us in the process..

I was relieved to know that Haagen Daz's offer was extended to 5th Aug 2009!
Grab yours now!!

Okay okay.. Back to Bens&Jerry!
I was struggling to buy,
One Cheesecake brownie,
Chubby Hubby,
Chocolate Fudge Brownie,
New york Super Fudge Chunk,
Or Chunky Monkey..

Fengling was so fascinated by the memories when she had her first Bens&Jerry which was Chocolate Fudge Brownie..
I was convinced to grab that when I saw her mesmerize face..

Just when I was about to grab Chocolate Fudge Brownie,
I saw Chubby Hubby!
And I asked Cecilia whether issit nice anot..

WA!

I tell you..

Cecilia's reaction was even more exaggerating than Fengling.
hehx.. She's so cute la!
If im not wrong.. She said smth like..
Wa, the first time I tasted it, I fell in love with it..
The chocolate that wrapped ard the peanuts was so awesome..
If you are someone who love peanuts, u'll love chubby hubby..

Haha.. Something like this..
And yupp!
I bought Chubby Hubby because of her success in promoting the flavour.
Thanks Cecilia..

Chubby hubby Chocolate Fudge Brownie(s)
& Chocolate Macadamia Satisfactions!

I will upload the photo that Fengling, Cecilia, Xueling and I took with our tubs of ice cream (:

Saturday
Homework, My Queen, Korean Noodles are my best friends today..
COS DEARIE WENT FOR MOVIE DATES WITH HIS BUDDIES.
Haha.. Im not jealous kie?
Cos I know he'll be happy to be with them for the weekend..
Happy watching Hangover ^^

Phine Phine
加油加油!

Fat Fat T.T

2009-07-30T01:23:00.003+08:00

Haha.. My camera's wide angel wide until the fan also captured.. -.-"'
Yup Yup.. We had a feast tonight!
Curry chicken, nuo hiang(my fav!), fried tofu, vege with normal and golden mushroom and fried egg with green peas..

After which we had strawberries, cherries, grapes and rambutans..
Green bean soup with sweet potato!!
And the In-Law's family bought us a cake from bread talk..
And they sang birthday song for me..
How weird.............

This is my bro-in-law's younger brother..
He's going to BYU, where my 4th bro is!!
*envy sia*

& I wanna add another important detail to my dream house..
There must be cable TV!!!!
*HINT HINT*

hahahahaha..
Okay..
Gotta pia assignments ler..

T.T

^^ Happy Day!

2009-07-29T04:35:00.003+08:00

Today's Feng Ling's Big Big 20TH Birthday (:

Hehe..

Hope she'll have wonderful programs ahead for the whole day ^^.

OH MY GOSH!
I officially declare that Im done with my insignificant Ferris Wheel..
Haha..

おやすみなさい

The Unfortunate Pair of Shoe

2009-07-28T21:50:00.004+08:00

Love at first sight..

But Love is Blind..

I didn't know it was 2 sizes larger than my small little common asian girls feet..

And there're not giving me an exchange to one that fits my feet perfectly..

Wad to do..

I won't be wearing this shoe often as it doesn't fit nicely..

SIGH! I just wasted 30 bucks on smth that I like but smth that I cant wear comfortably..

My gosh..

I hereby declare an oath that I, Josephine Chiu On Mei, will check the shoe sizes before I buy any pair of shoes in my entire life.

If I push my foot to the back, this is the amount of space in front.

If I push my feet to the front, this is the amount of space at the back.

This is when my feet is in between..

This is the negative impact in incompatible curves.
I wont get comfortable journeys during long walks..

But just like wad Dearie said, since the wrong can't changed..
I shall just make do with it..

Anyway, I appreciate Angel for coming down to Plaza and meet me for a short while to do hmwk tgt.. Haha..
Can really feel the motivation to do work when she's with me..
But the thing is, it's hard for everyone to meet up and do work..
Nevertheless, we shall not give up!

This is wad I read in an email.
LIBRA (The Lame One)
Nice to everyone they meet.
Their Love is one of a kind.
Silly, fun and sweet.
Have own unique appeal.
Most caring person you will ever meet!
However, not the kind of person you wanna mess with...
You might end up crying..
9 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

CANCER (The Cutie) <<<<<- SHAME@BESERKIAN!!
MOST AMAZING KISSER.
Very high appeal.
Love is one of a kind.
Very romantic.
Most caring person you will ever meet!
Entirely creative.
Extremely random and proud of it.
Freak..
Spontaneous.
Great telling stories.
Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it.
Someone you should hold on to.
12 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

Is Cancer & Libra compatible?

Who CARES!

As Long As..

Mark & Josephine are compatible
Im Happy Happy Happy ^^

One more month ^^

2009-07-28T02:42:00.004+08:00

Hehe.. 1 more month & HK here I come! (:
I really hope I get my bursary..
If not, I'll hafta go HK and eat "Qing Cha Dan Fan" already ):
But Im sure Dearie wont let my tummy suffer de..
Hahahahaha..

As usual, Dearie was having his monday blues today..
& he still made an effort to come all the way to BP to have dinner with me and my precious (:
*touched!*

Dearie was enjoying his Bueno while waiting for my precious..

And there were some training Dogs lesson going on at the Garden Plaza.
So cute la!!
Esp when they're consistently looking at their owners for instructions..

Dearie's favourite Dog there..
HAHA!
Becos this puppy is too lazy to walk!
Dearie called it lazy dog..
He said this puppy can slack in front of the tv with him and fetch him chips or some other food..
*so cute!*

After which, we meet the rest for dinner..
Most popular choice for the night: Curry chicken rice set!
HAHA. I never even tried dat before..
& Liling ate western food suprisingly..
Weiquan's water cress soup with rice set looked delicious though..
But too bad Dearie arent satisfied with his noodle..

&&..
I Spent 30 bucks on a pair of shoes not knowing that it's 2 sizes larger!
my goodness..
This happened twice in my life sia..
Hope I can get an exchange tmr..

Good Night =D

.LOVE.

2009-07-26T03:27:00.003+08:00

If you ask me whether do i regret my decision to be with Mark.
Answer is obvious.

If you ask me whether do i regret my decision to leave Mark alone previously.
Answer is no.

If you ask me whether will i regret my decision on leaving Mark in Singapore for 5 or 6 yrs of studies overseas.
Answer is YES!
(Dat's why I wanna go NTU..
But abit no hope liao.)

If you ask me whether will I set him as my future, my everything.
Answer is yes.

If you ask me if he's the one that I love most.
Answer is yes.

If you ask me if he's worth it.
Answer is yes.

No matter in what circumstances did I mentioned or the thoughts of the people whom I like previously, I can only see him now.

The rest are just happy or heartbroken memories.

Nothing worth more than wad Me & him are having now.

S I A N.

2009-07-23T23:14:00.002+08:00

Home Electricity Quiz & WISP presentation TMR!!

Oh my goodness!

*PANICKING*

How I wish Dearie is with me to study home E..........

However, Im looking forward for tmr's yum cha's outing with my precious..
&, it's the starting of Dearie's long weekend..
Gotta meet up with him tmr as well (:
Gotta see his new hair cut..
heh heh..

*Anticipating*

2009-07-23T01:38:00.002+08:00

The peace in our relationship lasted for slightly more than one month..
I thought i tried my best to spend time..
but i still couldnt satisfy him with the things he wants..

Goodnight.

2009-07-20T00:17:00.005+08:00

Dearie's happily opening his Headphone (:

Ops! Dont blame me!
He say i look like someone in Fish leong's MV

Finally!! Dearie bought his headphone on tuesday..

( no more
"u think i shld buy the headphone?"
or
"will i look nerdy if i use it?"
or
"sigh.. I never buy the headphone just now.. *Regretted*"
or
"shld i buy headphone or ear piece"
etc.. )

We practically spent nearly 30-45 mins in challenger dat day la!!

but the cheesecake in Bakerzin made up for it (:
But I felt SOOOOOO fat after eating..
indeed.. i gained 1kg dat night.. *SOB*

Dearie's NewYork Cheesecake!

My all time favourite cookie & cream cheesecake!

Okay.. I was lazy to go Photoshop & rotate it.. haha! imagine it vertically yourself bahx (:
(according to Dearie, it's a face. But they're Macarons with Bakerzin's tag)

OKAY! I LOOK AWFUL IN THIS PIC! Blame the Photographer!

Isnt this pic much better? haha.

Sunday is Here!

My 2 little kids today! Angeline & Mark.
They're 6 and 5 respectively..
Actually Mark shldnt be in my class..
But since his teacher isnt ard, He's mine!
hahahahaha..
& If dat teacher isnt ard, means Wei Jun wont be here..
(They are related)
But we had fun today!!
Next week will be our class's turn to present a short skit..
well.. not short for me.. it's 10 mins neh!!! wad the hell..
we only have two 5 & two 6 yr's old kids..
wad can u expect them to do for 10 mins..
& I just started teaching for merely 5 weeks..
KILL ME!!!

Presenting my Dearest Sister & my Bro-in-law..

She's entering her 7th month (:
Tummy still very small hor..
I think she's still too slim.. LOOK AT HER ARMS!
*JEALOUS*
Okay, nvm dat.. their's one couple being caught secretly dating at the background..
Happily eating watermelons some more..
*unglam*
HAHA!
I was the Photographer some more..
Very bad hor..
*HEHE*

Ben's & Jerry!!
Oh my goodness!
It's my first tube of Ben's & Jerry!
But it's not as good as the shop's one..
The chocolate flakes are not as big..
and it's does not have overwheming cherries and fudge flakes.
NO WONDER SO CHEAP -.-

But it's still my favourite (:
hehe..
i can forsee another 1kg..

Awesome Birthday (:

2009-07-03T21:33:00.006+08:00

Heehee..
Happy happy..

Great Birthday, awesome gifts, good cakes..
Watched Ice age 3 also!! 3D some more..
NICE NICE!

Thank you Dearie!

ABSOLUTELY TOUCHED!

2009-07-01T12:55:00.002+08:00

You wouldn't believe what actually happened.
Although it happened on my friends before.. but never did i experienced that kinda feeling..

I couldn't even describe how i felt.

Dearie put in alot of effort in order not to disappoint me in this year's birthday..
Although i already guessed that he would come knocking on my hse...
Although i knew he wanna blind fold me with my shirt when he asked for an extra shirt..
Although I knew he was tired and panting, but still insisting on piggy backing me while running..
Although I knew which direction he's leading me to..

But..
Little did i expect to see him striving so hard even though he was tired..
even though i was 42.5kg.. (while he's only 54kg?)

He brought me to this playground..
inside there..

there's a beautiful cake from Prima Deli..
a Hi Card..
Lollipops..
Kinder Joy..
Toblerone..
etc..

AND there's my PRECIOUS!
Han lee and Fengling popping out from the playground..
next is Xueling, Yixin and Cecilia..
And! Jing wei, Nelson and Ernest came!

Oh my goodness!!
I nearly cried la.. (but i didn't.. haha..)

And the first question that I asked my Dearie, Yixin, Xueling, Cecilia, Nelson and Ernest was..
how are you guys gonna go home?!!?

My goodness.. Super Touched la!

We had bdae songs, cakes, photo-taking..
& My Dearie gave me my prezzie for this yr's bdae!

Everyone crowding me appreciating and praising the photography skills that he has..
Everyone sharing stories on different photos..
Everyone getting to know the life that Dearie has brought to my life..
Everyone getting to know our LOVE STORY..

I appreciate it..

私は愛する!

*Best in 20 Years*

2009-06-20T22:52:00.000+08:00

*SOB*
I gotta wait for another 7 days for My Queen!!!
HAHAHAHAHA!
I love this show la!!
Nice nice!!

Ps. Dearie, HELP ME DOWNLOAD THIS SHOW!!! I cant wait!!! haha..

And.. i wish Angeline will cheer up abit for the rest of her attachment (:
Will try my best to keep in touch even after her attachment ends!!!

Good Night..
Church again tmr!! will be teaching the 6 year old cuties!! hehx..
Wish me luck! (^^)

Love begets forgiveness

2009-06-04T16:21:00.000+08:00

Heart & wounds are recovering

I forgive you.

Pls forgive me & youself too.

It Hurts

2009-06-04T00:07:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, the most precious or even the smallest thing hurts the most.

2009-06-02T03:27:00.000+08:00

No more movies promises or trips with u to prevent me from being hurt..

Dearie's driving! & Feng ling's grad!

2009-05-28T12:40:00.000+08:00

HAHA!! Tueday's night was the first time I sat on the car that was driven by Dearie.. Haha.. He drives very slow sia. But he claims that he dont always drive dat slow. Haha.. but his mom asked me to sleep for awhile until we reached bp dat night. haha.

And it was Fengling's grad ytd at SP! So fun taking pics and video! I will be uploading the photos when i have time (: the the videos are up. cos i was the one one holding the videos.. if i dont upload asap ah, everyone will be rushing me.. haha! yup yup! another fun day! the pictures will tell alot more wad we have done (:

Gotta go and bathe and get prepared for sch ler.. STUPID MPM!! *Dragging my feet to go sia*

2009-05-25T23:57:00.000+08:00

PLS RETURN ME MY WALLET... U CAN TAKE THE CASH AND EZ-LINK.. BUT RETURN ME MY IC, STUDENT CARD, RECEIPT TO REDEEM MY LARGE YOGHURT AND MOST IMPORTANTLY MY FAVOURITE PHOTO TAKEN WITH MY DEARIE THAT CANT BE REPLACED. PLS RETURN IT BACK TO ME. I WILL PROMISE I WILL NOT LOSE MY WALLET AGAIN. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.. OR U CAN JUST TAKE EVERYTHING AND RETURN ME BACK MY IC AND PHOTO? SIGH..

i keep having this thinking.. where is my wallet.. it's somewhere near but i just dunno where issit. it's in singapore with some unkind soul that have not noticed his or her kind soul yet. I hope u'll find your kind soul asap. i'll treat u swensen's giant earthquake? sigh. perhaps the person who found my wallet is living in my estate? perhaps he or she has a grudge against me? please forgive me and return it back to me ya? i'll treat you some international buffet also can.. sigh..

Dearie ah.. dont be angry ler la.. i'll see you on wed if u can join us for feng ling's grad kie? and also friday and saturday for sure (: Good night Dearie..

FUN FUN FUN!

2009-05-10T00:16:00.000+08:00

Hehx. Went out with Dearie for the past 2 days. had quite a number of happy moments.

First!
He was waiting for me at the bus stop since he was early.
& keeping a lookout for me when bus 960 arrives.
Then when I got down the bus, he recognized my bag, but becos i dress until VERY WEIRD...
he refused to believe it was me. *SOB*
Actually i was waiting for Dearie to come and apporoach me while i was outside Bugis Junction after alighting. (like dat dont need to call him)
but he was no where to be seen!
so i called him. and spotted him.
then he said i dressed until very weird and not nice and all.
then he said we better to sing K, then lesser ppl will see my weird dressing.. haha. no la.. our initial plan was to sing K also.

After dat we found dat it was to ex. so we went for dinner and shopping! hehx.
Den next!
he said that i look like a flying squirrel.. -_-"'
*SOB*
kept asking me to lift up my hands. so dat i would look more like it.
seriously, i was so upset. i also took lotsa courage to wear it out de lo..
since I bought it already.

Den to rmb this day. we took a video and pictures!

And today. we met up at Jurongpoint after my work and we ate NYNY to celebrate our 6th mth.
actually isnt the actual day. Monday is.
But, i gotta go for xl and cc'c graduation. so i might not be able to make it for the date. so we brought it to an advance celebration.

oh my goodness.. i will never ever go and eat NYNY again. The food is totally not nice. Drinks are quite nice though. kie la.. maybe the food that we both order were not up to expectation. but to play safe, we better not go again. sigh.

But after dat we went shopping at Far East made up for it.
I need to look for some nice and formal wear to attend my friend's and Dearie's graduation nect week! i was panicing this whole week.
Thanks Dearie for helping me to mix and match just now. I love them all (:
WOW! I was on a spending spere!
long time never buy so much ler..
But Dearie paid most of it. Thankss.
(Dearie, u dont need to return me the money kie? U've spent alot.. U always spend so much on me kie?)

Okay the following is just to keep a record.
P.S. Dont spread it to others if u have read it.. kinda embarrassing.

OKAY! since wed morning 5am, my vagina area is SOOOOO ITCHY!
cant stand it. kept scratching until i cant continue my sleep.. *SOB*
and it has been like this even until now.
there's also milky substance discharging from that hole everyday.
It totally freaked me out when my dad asked me to see a doctor.
(was quite reluctant.. cos needs money neh.. sigh.)

Before i went on friday, i went online to search for the cause and wad illness is dat.
And from the symtoms or condition, i suspect 99.9% dat it is YEAST INFECTION.
wad a name. no more appetite from bread and all.
And so i consulted a doctor. She also reconfirmed that it's YEAST INFECTION.
she said she'll gimme some ointment to apply and pills.

I was shocked when they asked me to insert the pills into dat place sia. i thought i just need to eat it. wa.. so sian.. the itch lasted for hours last night.. i could only fall asleep when it's ard 3 plus. And it itch like hell when i was working today. *sickening!*

sob

2009-05-06T17:52:00.001+08:00

Super suay now..cos my shorts are wet becos i didn't know the seat is SOOOO WET!!
Sigh. and i dunno how to go outram from here.
and i wanna go back home for dinner.

Sushi's 2nd week of advise

2009-04-28T20:46:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.. this morning was tiring.
I went to sch, rushed back home, and back to sch in 2 hours time.
-.-"' cos i forgot to bring Nicholas's disc!
Super forgetful..

And we finally managed to talk to Sushi today to decide on a concept.
But we ended up more confused.
We didnt know which one would be feasible, manageable or within our ability.
So we asked for her advice...
And Wad she said was...
"IT'S UP TO YOU! DO SOMETHING THAT YOU LIKE!"

Super sian diao. So we went to consult Oran!!
He helped us search for different software that we can use for our project.
We felt more at ease after talking to Oran. haha.

Anyway! my Dearie's so sweet to upload our photos on facebook!
(Even though i do look FAT in some photos!)

(Oh my goodness)
I hope i can meet my Dearie tmr or thurs!!!
Wanna go for movies?

My First Post!

2009-04-26T21:20:00.000+08:00

Today's a wonderful day!

Cos Dearie finally got back his pay after 5 mths!
but it's super infuriating.
They kept insisting that he worked for 10 hours becos the previous supervisor said "I think he worked 10 hours for 2 days (:".

But the fact is he worked for 12 hours in that 2 days! They had no prove that he worked for 10 hours. I admit that we also have no prove that my Dearie worked for 12 hours. BUT! it's their job to keep a record of how long he work into the comp and pay him by DEC! if he din give his particulars to the company, it's THEIR responsibities to ask him for his particulars and pay him the money and not just let the matter go.

It's not our fault that it's 10 hours instead of 12. It not our fault that up till ytd he still din get his pay. I dunno how many times i've asked them for the pay. So many times i've asked my Dearie to phone them, sms them. What we got was, "oh! we'll bank in the money end of the mth (:"

So many times we had faith that it will be end of the mth. So many times we forgive them, thought that it's not their fault for the miscommunication due to their finance dept is in Dubai.
So many times... until ytd, i demanded him for a ans. WHY it is still not banked in? WHY is it 10 hours. The only thing he kept telling me was..
u sure he din get the money? u sure his particulars is given correctly? i've done all i could, i already did this and dat... this is not his problem and that he's helping me.

I KNOW it's not his problem. but since he took over that position and since he dont allow me to contact the finance person whom i could consult. den who i can ask!? All he knew was telling me that not his fault, he already did everything.

Then I broke down and said, can u listen to me?!
it's not our fault too! My Dearie shld get back the money by DEC!!! and it shld be 12 hours. Den he told me, 10 or 12 is a small matter.. if it's 12, i will give you 12.. if we still dont get the money, he will fork out from his own pocket. He will go back home and check for us why did the transaction failed or wad. he will show us what happened.. why we din get the money. Den within 2 days, he will get back to us.

Den i asked him, by 2 days is the news or the money? He said both. I asked him, if by 2 days we still din get the money who can i complain due to this cause? Him and the other colleagues laughed. (-_-"') And told me that i can complain to Sonam, their boss. Then i said, i will complain to the Ministry of Manpower (And i mean it).

I truely hope they could give me this chance to complain. But unfortunately, today he phoned or msg my Dearie down to collect a cheque. And the amt that comes with it was $49.50. FANTASTIC!!!!

I had so much faith that my Dearie would get 12 hours after he told me that 10 or 12 is small matter. and that he would give me 12. In the end, my Dearie got only 9.9. Lucky my Dearie assured me that it's okay, at least still got some money. If not i wont just let it go.

It was me who introduced my Dearie for this job. Cos i thought it would be great to be able to work with him in the same park. And that he has the opportunity to play with professional cameras and develop his talent. But ended up he got bullied by his supervisor. He signed him late for work whereas the truth is that he was early. Asked him to be the mascot for 90 mins straight whereby others will only need 15-20 mins. sigh. Now is like my Dearie worked 2.1 hours for free like dat.

But as long as my Dearie says it's okay. I will just let it go from now onwards.