There's still hope (:

Never Give Up!

HAHAHAHAHA.

Finally jobs are coming in!

I even missed out a very good opportunity to work at airport terminal..
You know why?
COS! I switched using 91547737 to 91504027..
But even though i used the previous no. to msg dat person, I also used the latter one and forwarded an identical one to him on the 23rd of Sept..
And I waited and waited but there was no reply..

Then when I switched on the phone jl lent me today to retrieve some contacts,
That guy actually replied to my msg on 24th and said he would offered help to find out if they still need me there and asked if im free the next day..

Oh my gosh!!
I missed the golden opportunity!
Should I apologize to dat person for not replying his msg until this day?

But an opportunity missed out like this is a blessing in disguise too(:
Cos initially I kinda lied to them dat I could commit for the most one month..
But in fact, Im starting school on the 19th of OCT!
HAHA!

Phew..
And I've found myself an event job to be some mobbers freeze for UOB..
I dunno wad the hell are mobbers freeze and i accepted the job for one day..
I've become so desperate for jobs nowadays..
more and more like those drama de..

& Bird Park has just offered me to work 8 days in October!(:
Finally there some income coming in to settle my phone bills and my poor tummy..
Most importantly I can return Cecilia her 13 bucks(:
And my Dearie.. He dont hafta pay for me whenever we go out for dinner..
& I would have the motivation to go out with my precious..

Looking forward to the life I used to be in NOV! ^^

Even though the amount of money dat i'll be earning in october is insignificant..
But it's still better than having other countries currencies in my wallet and 7 dollars in my account..

Like how they say in hokkien..
The feeling is just simply BUAY SONG!

& Dearie's unit is stealing him away from me every night!
Hmph!
He's gonna have OverTime from tonight till friday ):

And I can forsee this is gonna happen very frequently in the future..

Maybe this is also kinda good?
Cos we can treasure our time together the next time when we can finally have the chance to meet..

Hope he feels this way too (:

And where got ppl hafta work hard just to earn a sweet sentence of "I love you" from their bf to their gf de..

SIGHHHH~!

Dearie ah.. Can we be sweet like this above most hated creature in my life?

We had our Primary presentation today..

Dearie didnt come today..
He said he didnt felt quite well to come..
Next sunday bahx (:

And I managed to talk to someone on the application to BYU..
I'll be calling the person tmr bahx..
But she told me to wait for Fall's intake..
See wad others advises me den I decide bahx..
Wad I feel was to faster go and faster come back to SG..

& We had a final filming on 'If you seek Amy' tonight..
Super no feel to shoot..
HAHA!
I guess it's becos too long never dance ler..
And there wasn't Nelson's speakers ard..
But I'll never forget the hard work we put in during our practices..
We're super SUAY la!
We always feel dat we did better during our rehearsals..
And when the actual filming comes, is either we're too nervous and dance wrongly,
or
all our energy are used up..
Sigh..
super wasted la..

Oh ya..
Still got one more thing super suay..
It is when we're about to do filming..
The lights in school went out!
AHHHH!!

But at least we've finished the production phrase (:

Nelson! Jiayou in editing!!

Totally had fun during all our dance practices and other addition filmings..
We shall gather everyone 10 years from now to review this production again (:
Sure laugh like crazy de..

We should really do more of such crazy stuffs when we're young and energetic..
Hehx..

My Dearie is fast asleep already..
He's leading a healthy lifestyle now..
He's telling me to sleep early and wake up early too..
(Dunno who used to tell dat to who hor)
HAHA!

Kie la..
I also need to sleep already..
Cos my Dad wants me to wake up at 9am..

Sometimes I feel dat why do I still need to pay my own school fees and support myself when he's still controlling me and my life?

Dance Battle with WeiQuan. LOL!
You wont believe wad's the storyline..
Before they battle, some forces caused them to kiss. +_+|||

This was the step that Im not sure of in "Nobody".

The actor with 3 roles in his dreamland..

The Wonder Girls, Singapore version!

80% of the production crew!
& it was taken at ard 1230 midnight!

How do I end up to be so broke?
HAHA.
After living a life of no Sing dollars for 2 weeks...
I feel dat it seems dat i understands how the super poor people in all the dramas feels to be like.

But the only difference is that,
they have part time jobs to earn money for their school fees and living allowance..
And that their families are poor like crazy..

For me, I spend all my money overseas..
my gosh!
I failed to plan well in my finance this time round.

well, I can explain..
I din imagine dat i'll be jobless ):
gotta suffer the consequences of not wanting to give bird park my schedule la..
sigh..

No one wants to hire students like me to work for one month also..
wad to do?

But! I was lucky to be offered a job today to work as a event helper at SP.
Lucky enough to be called to be the one to wear formal and help out on stage..
Gotta wear covered heels whole day ):

Somemore super sian diao when I gave the wrong prize to the guest of honour and guest of honour also blur blur give the wrong one to the primary school kids..
AHHHH!! At dat moment I felt like im so dead la!
First one already wrong..
How can I listen Bedok Green Primary School as Canberra Primary School..
I also pei fu myself..
Sigh..

Nvm la..
I was quite proud of myself for the rest of the certificate ceremony though..
No more mistakes..
But was super nervous though..
Cos the client expects us to hear which school did the MC announce,
search for the school and hand it over to the guest of honour straight away!
This is madness..
how can i not be nervous u tell me?
haha..

Anyway!
other than dat..
It was still okay ^^
Oh no!
not okay!
my feet hurts like crazy the whole day!!!

man, dat heels is killing me..
i need a more comfortable covered heels..

And I would like to thank my bro for giving me his chicken rice on thurs..
Totally appreciate it!
Cos I waited until 7 plus den I realized dat my aunty din cook..
I panicked abit sia..
Thought I gotta cook instant noodles again..
But my bro gave me his rice and he ate cup noodles!
*touched*

haha..
& my Dearie..
For asking me out for dinner and treats!
(Im still waiting for my ice cream treat^^)

And Cecilia too!
Everytime when she realized I need money for meals or wadeva, she'll lend me first..
But I might have difficulty to repay now..
maybe wait till early oct then can pay back kie?
psps..

But lucky I got prepare my food storage!
HAHAHAHAHA!
I currently have 21 packet of instant noodles (:

& I wish My Dearie can be a little sweeter towards me (:

Please do not give up!

Dearie called me today and sounded super saddd.

He said he felt like he's wasting his time in NS.

And he wants to give up trying to recover his post in Pes B!

Oh my gosh!

NOOOOOO!

Please dont give up hope!

Dearie,
If you give up, u'll definitely be wasting your NS time.

Although I do not understand how does NS works..

But I just dont want you to felt useless or even wasting your time.

Sweet dreams ^^,

I'll be waiting for your calls and msg tmr (:

Sobs.

15th September 2009

Phine went to Pulau Tekong and send her Dearie off.

Gonna miss him so much even though alot of ppl say it's only 5 and a half days.

But still, thinking that he gotta wake up so early..

Will he get enough sleep?

Eating well and his tummy super weak de..

one day can hug the toilet bowl dunno how many times..

Will he be feeling uncomfortable and experiencing breathing difficulties with the humidity over there?

Will he be able to make friends during that short period of time?



I've been missing him since the moment when he sort of marches to his bunk. The moment when I took my last glance on him, I nearly cried.

I know im gonna miss him badly even though it's for a short while as Im worried he might not be able to adapt to his new environment.


And I was never been so delighted when I received his call at ard 10pm.

Everything seems fine to me over the phone. haha.

Hope nth bad or unhappy moments impact him during this coming week.

Im afraid I might wanna cycle to the terminal where they take the ferry over to Pulau Tekong there and shout over to him this few days. haha.

I'll miss you badly.

Definitely.