I DONT LIKE THE HOUSE IM STAYING NOW.
NOT BCOS OF THE INTERIOR OR FURNITURE OR ENVIRONMENT ETC.
BUT THE PEOPLE.
I realized, in the day.
i dont even have a proper conversation with them.
dont even share my everyday life with them.
didnt show my emotions or troubles.
didnt appreciate each others company.
we dont talk,
dont watch tv together,
dont do house work together,
dont go out together
becos of her temper, i dont even wanna talk to her.
she kept on saying im always putting an act in front of my dad.
sleeps in the afternoon, wakes up just in time before my dad reach home.
Wad the hell! This is me, I SLEEP WHENEVER I WANT TO.
I WAKE UP WHENEVER I WANT TO.
I DONT SET ALARM CLOCK WHEN IM HAVING MY AFTERNOON NAPS.
EVEN MY DAD ALSO AGREES WITH ME,
HE TOLD HER, HE ALSO SEES ME SLEEPING IN THE AFTERNOON DURING THE OFF DAYS. & REASSURED HER IM NOT PUTTING UP AN ACT.
WHO AM I?
IM HIS GIRL FOR ALMOST 21 YRS ALREADY.
HE KNOWS HOW TO DIFFERENTIATE WHEN IM TELLING THE TRUTH.
If im faking a flu or fever, he knows.
EVEN IF IM FAKING, DAT'S MY BUSINESS.
DONT TELL ME U ALSO NEVER FAKE IN FRONT OF MY DAD.
CAME BACK HOME WITH SLICED FISH VERMICELLI SOUP.
OPENED THE LID, TOOK OUT THE UTENSILS,
BUT U NEVER EAT!!!!!
INSTEAD, U WENT TO VACUUM THE FLOOR!
LAST SATURDAY, I HAD SMTH TO DO,
SHUT MYSELF IN MY ROOM.
CAME OUT 10 MINS BEFORE MY SIS CAME.
WHILE U WERE STILL USING THE COMP.
WHEN MY SIS CAME, U WERE THE FIRST TO GO AND OPEN THE DOOR,
I WAITED ARD 1 MIN BEFORE I WENT OUT TO GREET HER.
AND U MURMURED TO YOURSELF,
HEARD SOME NOISE THEN WILLING TO COME OUT AH.
WAD'S WRONG WITH GOING OUT TO SEE MY SIS AND NEPHEW!
BTW, I ALREADY OPENED MY DOOR.
TODAY STILL MADE SO MANY NOISE, SAYING U CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE.
WANT TO SETTLE IT ONCE AND FOR ALL.
SMALL MATTER ONLY.
I NEVER TELL U, U CANNOT ASK ME AH?
WHY ISSIT ALWAYS IM IN THE WRONG?
HOW I KNOW WHETHER ARE U COOKING TONIGHT?
ASKING WHETHER ARE U COOKING TONIGHT, U ALSO NOT HAPPY.
U EXPECT ME TO JUST TELL U WHETHER IM EATING AT HOME.
SOME MORE CANNOT LAST MIN.
SOMETIMES, I REALLY FORGOT TO INFORM U.
U CANNOT TAKE THE INITIATIVE TO ASK ME AH!!!
EVERYTIME COMPLAIN TO MY DAD.
IF U ARE WILLING TO ASK ME, I WILL TELL U!
WHY BLAME ME?
JUST NOW SHE SAID, IF SHE'S COOKING OR NOT, SHE WILL LET ME KNOW.
WHY CANT I DO THE SAME?
BULLSHIT! BULLSHIT! BULLSHIT!
THE RATIO OF ME INFORMING HER TO SHE INFORMING ME IS 10000000:10
STILL ORDER ME TO INFORM HER FIRST THING IN THE MORNING FROM TOMORROW ONWARDS WHETHER IM EATING AT HOME OR NOT.
CLOSED THE CONVERSATION WITH ASKING ME
"TELL ME, AM I BEING UNREASONABLE?"
ME: NO.
U NEVER ONCE THINK THE BRIGHT SIDE OF ME. EVEN SPREAD TO THE PEOPLE IN CHURCH DAT THE 5 OF US ARE NOT DAT OBEDIENT AND GOOD AT HOME. WANNA SAY WE ARE PUTTING AN ACT IN CHURCH AGAIN.
STILL SAY SHE FEELS LIKE A MAID IN OUR FAMILY.
WE GIVE HER RESPECT, SHE STILL PUT IT IN THIS WAY,
I ALSO HAVE NOTHING TO SAY.
SHE IS THE ONE WHO COMPLAINS THE WAY WE DO HOUSEWORK AND WANTS TO DO EVERYTHING HERSELF.
BLAME US AGAIN.
MY POOR DADDY, BEING THE MIDDLE MAN, HAS ALWAYS ASKED US TO PLEASE HER.
WHY GOT A TWENTY YEAR OLD GIRL TRYING HARD EVERYDAY TO PLEASE HER STEPMOTHER.
SHE THINKS SHE'S THE ONLY ONE FEELING TERRIBLE IN THIS HOUSE.
SHE'S WRONG.
MY DADDY IS.
BEFORE U CAME TO OUR FAMILY, MY DADDY IS LONELY,
MY DADDY ORDERED CATERER TO SETTLE OUR DINNER,
MY DADDY WENT TO WORK IN THE DAY,
CAME BACK AT NIGHT TO DO ALL THE HOUSEWORK FOR US.
MY DADDY IS TIRED.
MY DADDY QUIT HIS HIGH PAY JOB TO STAY HOME AND TAKE CARE OF ME.
Sigh, when I think of this, i will continue to endure all this shitty issues until the day i marry someone and move out of this house.
I just want a warm family that will eat out occasionally,
crack jokes during mealtime,
watch tv together, laugh and talk about the show while watching,
says good night to each other before we go to bed,
greet each other when anyone comes back home.
This will be the No. 6 ugly fact bout me.
NOT BCOS OF THE INTERIOR OR FURNITURE OR ENVIRONMENT ETC.
BUT THE PEOPLE.
I realized, in the day.
i dont even have a proper conversation with them.
dont even share my everyday life with them.
didnt show my emotions or troubles.
didnt appreciate each others company.
we dont talk,
dont watch tv together,
dont do house work together,
dont go out together
becos of her temper, i dont even wanna talk to her.
she kept on saying im always putting an act in front of my dad.
sleeps in the afternoon, wakes up just in time before my dad reach home.
Wad the hell! This is me, I SLEEP WHENEVER I WANT TO.
I WAKE UP WHENEVER I WANT TO.
I DONT SET ALARM CLOCK WHEN IM HAVING MY AFTERNOON NAPS.
EVEN MY DAD ALSO AGREES WITH ME,
HE TOLD HER, HE ALSO SEES ME SLEEPING IN THE AFTERNOON DURING THE OFF DAYS. & REASSURED HER IM NOT PUTTING UP AN ACT.
WHO AM I?
IM HIS GIRL FOR ALMOST 21 YRS ALREADY.
HE KNOWS HOW TO DIFFERENTIATE WHEN IM TELLING THE TRUTH.
If im faking a flu or fever, he knows.
EVEN IF IM FAKING, DAT'S MY BUSINESS.
DONT TELL ME U ALSO NEVER FAKE IN FRONT OF MY DAD.
CAME BACK HOME WITH SLICED FISH VERMICELLI SOUP.
OPENED THE LID, TOOK OUT THE UTENSILS,
BUT U NEVER EAT!!!!!
INSTEAD, U WENT TO VACUUM THE FLOOR!
LAST SATURDAY, I HAD SMTH TO DO,
SHUT MYSELF IN MY ROOM.
CAME OUT 10 MINS BEFORE MY SIS CAME.
WHILE U WERE STILL USING THE COMP.
WHEN MY SIS CAME, U WERE THE FIRST TO GO AND OPEN THE DOOR,
I WAITED ARD 1 MIN BEFORE I WENT OUT TO GREET HER.
AND U MURMURED TO YOURSELF,
HEARD SOME NOISE THEN WILLING TO COME OUT AH.
WAD'S WRONG WITH GOING OUT TO SEE MY SIS AND NEPHEW!
BTW, I ALREADY OPENED MY DOOR.
TODAY STILL MADE SO MANY NOISE, SAYING U CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE.
WANT TO SETTLE IT ONCE AND FOR ALL.
SMALL MATTER ONLY.
I NEVER TELL U, U CANNOT ASK ME AH?
WHY ISSIT ALWAYS IM IN THE WRONG?
HOW I KNOW WHETHER ARE U COOKING TONIGHT?
ASKING WHETHER ARE U COOKING TONIGHT, U ALSO NOT HAPPY.
U EXPECT ME TO JUST TELL U WHETHER IM EATING AT HOME.
SOME MORE CANNOT LAST MIN.
SOMETIMES, I REALLY FORGOT TO INFORM U.
U CANNOT TAKE THE INITIATIVE TO ASK ME AH!!!
EVERYTIME COMPLAIN TO MY DAD.
IF U ARE WILLING TO ASK ME, I WILL TELL U!
WHY BLAME ME?
JUST NOW SHE SAID, IF SHE'S COOKING OR NOT, SHE WILL LET ME KNOW.
WHY CANT I DO THE SAME?
BULLSHIT! BULLSHIT! BULLSHIT!
THE RATIO OF ME INFORMING HER TO SHE INFORMING ME IS 10000000:10
STILL ORDER ME TO INFORM HER FIRST THING IN THE MORNING FROM TOMORROW ONWARDS WHETHER IM EATING AT HOME OR NOT.
CLOSED THE CONVERSATION WITH ASKING ME
"TELL ME, AM I BEING UNREASONABLE?"
ME: NO.
U NEVER ONCE THINK THE BRIGHT SIDE OF ME. EVEN SPREAD TO THE PEOPLE IN CHURCH DAT THE 5 OF US ARE NOT DAT OBEDIENT AND GOOD AT HOME. WANNA SAY WE ARE PUTTING AN ACT IN CHURCH AGAIN.
STILL SAY SHE FEELS LIKE A MAID IN OUR FAMILY.
WE GIVE HER RESPECT, SHE STILL PUT IT IN THIS WAY,
I ALSO HAVE NOTHING TO SAY.
SHE IS THE ONE WHO COMPLAINS THE WAY WE DO HOUSEWORK AND WANTS TO DO EVERYTHING HERSELF.
BLAME US AGAIN.
MY POOR DADDY, BEING THE MIDDLE MAN, HAS ALWAYS ASKED US TO PLEASE HER.
WHY GOT A TWENTY YEAR OLD GIRL TRYING HARD EVERYDAY TO PLEASE HER STEPMOTHER.
SHE THINKS SHE'S THE ONLY ONE FEELING TERRIBLE IN THIS HOUSE.
SHE'S WRONG.
MY DADDY IS.
BEFORE U CAME TO OUR FAMILY, MY DADDY IS LONELY,
MY DADDY ORDERED CATERER TO SETTLE OUR DINNER,
MY DADDY WENT TO WORK IN THE DAY,
CAME BACK AT NIGHT TO DO ALL THE HOUSEWORK FOR US.
MY DADDY IS TIRED.
MY DADDY QUIT HIS HIGH PAY JOB TO STAY HOME AND TAKE CARE OF ME.
Sigh, when I think of this, i will continue to endure all this shitty issues until the day i marry someone and move out of this house.
I just want a warm family that will eat out occasionally,
crack jokes during mealtime,
watch tv together, laugh and talk about the show while watching,
says good night to each other before we go to bed,
greet each other when anyone comes back home.
This will be the No. 6 ugly fact bout me.
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